Life is good

I've been feeling great lately. I'm getting some work done. I'm starting to think about making a big change in my life.

My guitar playing is ok, I'm practicing less now but hopefully when I get some free time I'll be able to practice more and leanr some new stuff. I've been posting videos of me playing improvisations but that's it. I think I need to leanr some new songs.

University is going smoothly and now I might get my old job back. It's just a little job as an auxiliar. Carrying stuff around, making sure the computers work properly and such. It's kinda easy but I have to be carefull, any small mistake could mean serious trouble.

Now, about my love life, I've always been a lonely person, I always said I didn't anyone by my side to be happy... but lately, solitude is nothing but painfull. Loneliness is killing me. Sometimes I think I made the wrong choise, I should have fought againts my fear and open my heart to someone. But I didn't, and now I'm paying the price. And it's too high, I can't afford it anymore.

I think I will talk to that girl I like and tell her to go out with me. I hope she likes me too.